Don't Stay In Reverse

It's never to late to let things go and feel better. How can we sow seeds of good without true honesty,real actions of love and compassion if we haven't forgiven ourselves of our past. You have to let it out in someway or it will grow bitter. If you pretend the hurt isn't there you lie to yourself and that allows the devil to fool you into thinking all is ok, that just hinders you which holds you back from God

I had always wanted my words to help someone, turns out when I listen my words help me. I still believe at some point I will help someone in someway and that's what I after. 

I have carried my past on my shoulders everyday. I have felt ashamed, mad and even felt there was no reason to bring things out, they are to awful. I would wonder why as a child I had to endure such filth and never being secure. How could I love someone who hurt me. All my memories as a child are mostly awful. It upsets me to this day when I'm reminded.

Now as a Child of God, my family never knew Him, I know I may not have known Him but He knew me. Yes there were things that were far from God, but a part of me believes I'm a better mom because of my past, I'm stronger because of it. I may get down but for some reason today I had to remind myself, I'm still here, I'm still Gods and I have a reason to move forward.

Not everyone will understand your past, they don't have to, but get it out, learn from it and allow yourself to move a head. I will say if your still in reverse and looking in the rear view mirror how can you move forward?