Then after I got to thinking, and thinking and pondering more, I realized I needed to have more then just this little seed for me because I want to be more bolder and stronger in God. Well guess what, this tiny seed if it's planted will grow up so strong and tall. So if I pray, read Gods word and continue to do the best I can, I will use my faith and my seed will grow. It will grow so big that it will fill my body to where my faith and trust in my Lord will have no room for doubt. I love this! I have never thought this before. It was always, all you need is the faith of a mustard seed, which is true, but the more you believe, trust and use this faith it grows. I know I said this already but I'm so excited at a new way to understand. I have said when I've had my doubts, I need more faith, I would question so much which would almost allow doubt to win. But hey, my seed has grown over the years, and I know it. I know that when I hear someone put Gods Miracles down, I'm saddened but also I'm reminded that I believe.
I know my seed is not as it should be and I'm ashamed I haven't fertilized it well. I know it's there though it has not died, it is going to reach its full potential one day.
I also didn't know just how big a mustard seed could get and how strong they are. So when I start to allow some doubt in I will be reminded of my previous growing seed that I don't want it's growth stunted. It's funny how God chooses to show me things, but we all learn in different ways. I need a strong faith especially in these days. It scares me to think I might not have enough. I pray that the little mustard seed I started with will continue and maybe drop more seeds so I can be prepared for whatever comes next. You know God could of asked for something so much bigger but He doesn't ask much from us so this seems fitting. Remember every time, you do anything for God, you do what's right that wonderful seed grows.
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