Dear diary moment of venting

Oh my goodness, so much going on in my head. You read any media and people going back and fourth on this Paris tragedy, Isis and the refugees. Everyone has a opinion. I have my own and I just think it's crazy and scary. I've read so much and I've wanted to comment but chose not to for fear of not coming across well. I do think some of the people who claim to know God are fooling themselves. They will say things such as, God wouldn't want us to be mean or it wouldn't be Christian of us to help these people. So I was thinking, tables turned, they wouldn't want us in their city, not really. Also people keep saying how innocent the folks are that are in the middle of this, who will be killed, this is harsh but in past wars there were casualties of war. I don't wish for all this fighting, but we are suppose to protect ourselves. I read a friend of mine's blog, she put it so nicely. Would you let in these people if they were at your door, into your home with your family? Especially with the bad people at their heals. We can't even help our homeless or our vets, what makes everyone think we can help these refugees? I don't get it. If we were being as Isis here, don't you think they would be trying to protect themselves? They don't care who they hurt or how many. Folks are saying we the people the USA don't care, where the heck have you been living, under a rock? We've sent our precious troops to die, to try and teach and to show that we are trying to make things go in a right direction. We are not killing just to kill, they are. You can't say that some of the refugees won't be here to carry out more terror. They are coming from an place they called home, this is not their home. How about help the folks here? 

I'm so sick of people putting down a Christians belief, first it's not a religion, it's a way of life, it's a way that helps'most' live a life of honesty, of caring, of love and yes a way to show God through us. Folks throw this in our face like its a bad thing. Just because I believe in God and that one day I will meet Him, and just because I show this in my words and life doesn't mean I can't stand against what I feel is wrong as a person. Just because I may vote a certain way doesn't mean I hate others. Has nothing to do with region. It's just the way I chose to believe. If I'm wrong I will find out with every other person living this life, but if I'm right, I feel sorry for those who made fun or put down the ways of God. 

I'm so far from perfect but I know what I believe. God didn't make us stupid, we choose to be that way. Our world has gone to hell, excepting of everything and everyone. We can love all but hate their sin, why is this so bad to say? The ones saying to help, go help, stop complaining about us Christian folk and go be at the front door waiting to bring them home. The saying right is wrong and wrong is right has come to pass. We do need leaders who believe in God, I'm not saying using that for the only reason, but maybe just maybe they can give people a little hope. This country needs hope it needs a little faith in someone to keep us going because the world will get worse. I can't see why it's right for those who don't go to church or claim to know God can have all the say and that they are the only ones trying to help. Well that's just crap!! Faith has always been around and it's what has got a lot of people through, it's what has been around longer and the faith believing folks are just trying to hold on to something that means the world because all others are taking everything else away. People need to stop and think before speaking.