ready for new

So it’s the end of the year and it seems this has been our worst year to date, well maybe one of them anyway. I think we have been through so many things that we should be super strong. God is trying to show us something but apparently we are not smart enough to figure it out. So many worries, and concerned over Anthony’s job. When your employer tells you that you have 60 days after 33 years of service, it’s a very scary thing. My son going through some stages of life that takes a ton of prayer to not slap the 🤬 out of him. My mom issues that were finally calmed but then issues with in laws took on a whole new life. Patience used to be one of my virtues, not anymore. I guess God thought it funny when I used to say I have patience more then not.
I’m ready to start the new year. We were sick through Christmas, so no holiday food or presents with my daughter and her hubby yet. My hubby, my son and I opened presents then went to sleep. Sitting up was hard with the flu. I’ll say though, we three had so many laughs being sick. Probably delirious from fever or meds. Now for us to be completely healed. My hubby was the worst and still not well, plus shoulder surgery to boot. See lots going on and ready for a new set of pics to look at, a new vision for next year.
Also the death of my good friends husband, really made me look at things differently. So many good and bad things, so many things to let go and so many to just move on from. Though I can smile because of their life and where my friends hubby is now, I still feel shocked at him not being here. Or seeing his and her pic on FB. He was my hubbys age which makes it a little unsettling it I know where he’s living now.
I do believe things happen for a reason. We may never know the reason till we meet God. But He knows why, when or how. All we need to know is Him and be ready for whatever comes our way. Through all our strife, that sometimes seems unbearable, there is a God who has a answer. I’m still ready to start a new but just in case I pass before I get to the new year, I’ll see everyone in my new home.
Just a thought, don’t blame God for your circumstances, thank Him for giving you the ability to endure them, for those who endure, see heaven.