be real

I wanna stop being angry!! UGH!! You would think time would soothe these emotions, oh but no! As my last post said it’s because I never say what I should or need to at the time , I hold it in. Starting 2018 I was hoping I could just let it go🎼 Let it go, and just feel better, just accept and be happy. Ok I’m gonna try. I’m gonna try to be more positive then last year, but thing is I wanna be real. To explain I’ve always tried to put out something good, I’ve always been the positive person, hate negative Nancy stuff. To be honest these last 6 months I really understand the negativity. I get it. It’s so much easier to just think and feel what’s the use. The last months I would say a positive but only believe it half heartily. I would rather just be real with a hopeful verse or quote to help me through the day. Hey like before. I always believed in the positive quotes I made I just didn’t follow through with them. That’s it! That’s the ticket! Follow through, stand on it and use it .
Yell scream and throw something but most of all get it out and follow through with something good. I’m still using the scripture that I’ve said everyday, find the good and think on it. Overload your mind with good but be real, don’t act like everything is ok when it’s not. You can still be happy and live right even when your having a bad day, or month whatever. Just keep the good thoughts going there’s always always something to be thankful for. See I’m not as angry as when I started :). Writing helps with my issues. Find a out and use it..